It's Been A While...

I know, I know. I'm sorry. I have commitment issues with these internet relationships, my dearest blog. I can't help it. Sometimes you just aren't top priority. It's not you, it's me! I just needed some space...
There, now that that's out of the way: Hello! With the hubs in the sand box and me doing classes and having house guests, which, regardless of how friendly we are I don't really like,  I've been a little overwhelmed. Once my guests had ventured off into their new home, it was coming up on Erik's and my second anniversary.
Our first anniversary, he was still in AIT so I flew to San Antonio and we got to spend a few hours together. This situation wasn't quite the same so I couldn't just pop up and see him. I waited all day hoping for a call or message which I think internally I knew wasn't going to come (which I in no way hold him responsible for, I know he's busy and I know how important it is to him and that he'd have been on all day if he could have been.) Regardless, by the end of the day after listening to our songs and looking at our pictures, I was pretty heartbroken and missing him. Luckily, my friends here came and kidnapped me. They took me to the restaurant Erik and I had been to for our Valentine's date. It's a hibachi grill. (One of those Japanese restaurants where they perform with your food while cooking it in front of you.)
I did a Sake shot which, combined with my martini, nearly knocked me on my butt, but it was fun. I couldn't stop thinking how I wished my hubby was there, but I feel like inside he'll be happy to know that the girls took me out and wouldn't let me sit around the house.
It's two days after my anniversary now, and of course with no word from him still and others from our brigade in the same situation, the rumors are soaring. I've had to silence a few and ease some minds as best I can. Its hard to make people understand that in some cases no news is good news. I'll just hope to hear from him sooner than later but know that if I hear nothing its better than hearing something sometimes.

<3s
Fae